Tuesday, June 28, 2005

journaling class: lesson 4

Benefits of four more fundamental journaling techniques:


Writing lists
jump-starts your writing

Clarify your thoughts.


Identify patterns of thought, feeling, or behavior.


Discern the presence of a problem.


Generate possible solutions to a problem.


Gather a lot of information about a subject quickly.


Get past the obvious answer to the real answer.
Generic questions such as the following can help you spot the solution to whatever problem you may be facing at the moment:


What's the most important thing to do right now?


How am I feeling right now?


What resources are available to me?


How can I best use my resources?


What's the next question?



Sentence starters focus you immediately on a specific subject by inviting you to complete the sentence:


I used to be a person who . . .


I am now a person who . . .


I want to be a person who . . .


I am excited about . . .


I'm happiest when . . .


I'm proud of myself for . . .

Fill-in-the-blank phrases beg for completion and immediately capture your attention:


When I (blank), I always feel (blank).


When she or he (blank), I always feel (blank).


If only I didn't have to (blank), I'd be (blank).


Every time I (blank), I want to (blank).

Writing prompts
a question, sentence starter, or fill-in-the-blank phrase that moves you to action or puts your writing in motion

Writing dialogues
write out the imaginary words of two parties

Dialogues help you to discover information and insight about a subject or situation that you may not know you have.


Dialogues with persons (living, dead, or not yet born).


Dialogues with events and circumstances (things that happen to you in your outer world).


Dialogues with works (past, present, or future jobs; your career; hobbies or leisure activities; creative works).


Dialogues with the body (health, illness, parts of the body, addictions or habits, allergies, sexuality, foods, nutrition, aches and pains).


Dialogues with societies (culture, history, race, tribe, religion, ethnic group, clan, political party, socioeconomic class, or neighborhood).


Dialogues with inner wisdom (God or a higher power, spiritual guides, or angels).


Dialogues with emotions and feelings (past or present feelings and emotions, grief, doubts, passions).


Dialogues with material objects and possessions (belongings, money).


Dialogues with sub-personalities and symbols (dream characters, dream symbols, images, parts of yourself).


Dialogues with resistances and blocks (procrastination, doubts, fears, inner critics, anything that stops or blocks you).

five stages as critical to recognize and honor:


Greeting your dialogue partner and defining the topic you wish to discuss.


Negotiating the terms of your conversation.


Body of the conversation.


Problem resolution.


Final contract, commitment, or close.


HHHHMMMM...this is a bit weird to me. i'm not sure that i can get my head around that one.

Writing unsent letters
to express such deep emotions as anger or grief.
"an emotional enema. They move the crap right out of you." ROTFL!!!

give yourself a safe vessel into which you can pour anything and everything you feel about a particular wound, experience, or person



more on unsent letters tomorrow. not ready to delve into another chapter

Me: Developing Good Habits

just a quick note while i wait for my coffee to brew. got on the scale this morning and I'm down 4.5 lbs!! YAY me!

My first goal for weight loss is 10% in 3 months: 20 lbs by 9/27. Only 15.5 to go!

I have an appt at 8 am today so I can't hang out long. I will come back later today.

Monday, June 27, 2005

Me: Developing Good Habits

I got a jump start on my "big plan" this weekend. I have been on SBD since Saturday and doing fairly well. I'm feeling good as well. Not as tired or drained. The first day was tough and I ended up with a headache, probably from sugar withdrawal! Anyway, I'm planning on walking Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday.

More later...

Saturday, June 25, 2005

South Beach Diet: Phase 1

Phase 1: Kick-Starting Your Weight Loss

You'll stay on Phase 1 for two weeks, kick-starting your weight loss while learning what foods to enjoy and what foods to avoid.

What you'll eat: You won't go hungry — the plan involves eating three balanced meals along with snacks. The snacks, in fact, are mandatory, even if you're not hungry. The reason? They can help keep you more satisfied, so you're less likely to overeat at your next meal. During Phase 1, you'll eat foods such as lean meats, chicken, turkey, fish, and shellfish (vegetarians can enjoy meat substitutes and tofu), along with eggs, reduced-fat cheese, nuts, beans, and plenty of vegetables.

What you won't eat: No bread, rice, potatoes, pasta, or baked goods. Not even fruit. Before you panic: You'll begin adding those things back into your diet in two weeks. But for right now, they're to be avoided. No candy, cake, cookies, ice cream, or sugar for two weeks, either. No beer or alcohol of any kind. After this Phase, you'll be free to drink wine, which is beneficial for a variety of reasons.

Things I want to do or feel:

1. See friends and family without worrying about what they are thinking about how fat I am.
2. Not avoid seeing and communicating with friends and family because of how I look and feel.
3. Enjoy a meal without wondering what those around me are thinking
4. Wear a bathing suit without a skirt or shorts
5. Wear thong underwear with a sexy matching bra
6. Feel sexy in bed
7. Go on long hikes or bike rides and keep up with Mike and the kids
8. A cartwheel
9. Go on a long walk and not suffer afterwards because of the pain in my feet
10. Not be the largest person in my group.
11. Not avoid events, activities, gatherings because of my weight.
12. Shop in trendy stores and not Lane Bryant
13. GO shopping with friends and my mom or sister - I avoid this now.
14. Wear a size 10
15. Be happy with myself

Me: Developing Good Habits

I had a really tough day yesterday. I was really down, tired, unmotivated and just sad. I need to pick myself up - because really who else will? I need to take better care of myself. I went for a manicure and pedicure on Thursday. It was so nice. So relaxing - they had AWESOME massage chairs. I have been looking at my pretty hands and feet for 2 days. It made me feel good. So after a shitty day yesterday, I have decided I need to develop good habits and reward myself for doing so. They say it takes 21 days to develop a habit so Monday is Day 1. What will my habits be?

Take better care of myself:
This really encompasses the rest of my habits but a bit more too. I need to take care of myself like I take care of the kids and Mike. I make sure they are happy and thriving while I allow myself to go. I can't do this. I will be a better mother and wife if I take care of myself. I need to exercise, eat better, get regular maintainence - lol, haircuts, mani's and pedi's, new clothes, new shoes, spend time doing things I like, take time to read, etc. It's important. I can do this.

Exercise 3 times per week:
I have started this already. I walked twice this week. I have to walk today to get in my 3rd day. Three times per week is not obsessive, it is doable. It's important. I can do this.

Eat Better, Lose Weight, Be Healthy:
I will start South Beach Diet on Monday. This morning I reread a good portion of this book. I have done this diet in the past with awesome results. It allows me good proteins, good carbs, good fats as long as I cut out the preprocessed foods and bad carbs. It allows me to feel full and not deprived. It's important. I can do this.

For rewards, I will get manicures and pedicures, new outfits, new shoes, other non-food treats that I desire. I will set small goals and reward myself with each accomplishment.

1st Goal:

Stay on South Beach Diet program and exercise 3 times per week for 2 weeks: Manicure

This weekend I will do some research and shopping to get ready. I will plan the exercise into my week ahead of time so that I can make sure I do it. I will plan meals as well.

I need to get my 3rd day of exercise in this week. I'm off to do that, take a shower and enjoy the day. More tomorrow...

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Scrap Calls

I starting to use this blog as a place to put things I come across that I want to keep for later, things I might want to refer to later, whatever. So here are some scrap calls - will I do something with the info? who knows? I want to. We'll see.

PK Dec. 2005/Jan. 2006 stuff – due 8/7
Christmas through a child's eyes
Sweet Dreams (sleepy poses—all ages)
Winter Holidays
A Year of Holidays
Your Favorite Scrapbooking Product (a layout about your favorite product)
Fashion Inspirations (layouts inspired by fashion-forward thinking)
email to: layouts@paperkuts.com
Jan 2006 in subject line
February 2006

Submit layouts for the following ideas by 9/7/05
Sweet Valentine
Texture Everywhere (textured layouts)
Fantastic Fan-atic (dedicated fans of celebrities, movie stars, sports teams, concerts/rock groups—for fans everywhere)
Teen Scene (teen layouts)
The Need for Speed (from skis to skateboards to racecars to motorcycles)
Submissions are due: September 7

due 7/1
Pets, Food, School, Fall
Please email .jpg files under 200k to submissions@digitalscrapbooking.com

CorrespondenceART Magazine due 7/15
 Back to School
 Fall & Halloween
 Siblings
 Humorous (come on, make us smile!)
General themed layouts for readers gallery

The Complete Idiot’s Guide To Scrapbook Projects Illustrated
Due July 1 - 8.5x11 or 12x12 layouts with the following themes:

Vacation
Food & Recipes
Love/Romance
Due August 1:

8.5x11 or 12x12 layouts with the following themes:

Holidays – any, i.e. Valentine’s Day, Easter, Birthdays, Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas
School/Preschool
Sports
Parents/Grandparents
Friends
All About Me
Everyday Life/Day in the Life/Routines
Future Dreams & Goals
Projects:

Cards
Gifts Boxes, Altered Paint Cans, Creative Wrapping
Scrapbook Decor (Picture It Page Frames/Standard Frames/Canvas Creations/etc)
Accordion Albums, any size and/or theme
Tribute albums to parents and/or grandparents, any pages, any size
**Feel free to also submit any of your favorite 8.5x11 or 12x12 pages that do not fit these themes, as additional pages will be used to show different techniques and styles.**

Scrapbook Trends Magazine is currently looking for layouts with the following themes for the November issue:

Babies
Texture
Sports
Thanksgiving
Gratitude
Fall
Don't Get Mad...Take Pictures!
Christmas Cards & Tags
Submissions are due: Friday, July 15

Scrapbook Trends Magazine is currently looking for layouts with the following themes for the December issue:

Birthday

Simple Things

Heritage

Family Traditions

Christmas

Metal Mania

Stamping

Snow Fun

Submissions are due: Friday, August 12

mailing address:
Scrapbook Trends Magazine
ATTN: Reader Submissions
PO Box 1570
Orem, UT 84059


e-mail submission:
submissions@scrapbooktrendsmag.com
submit@scrapbooktrendsmag.com

readers@scrapbooktrendsmag.com

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

journaling class: lesson 3

How To Get Started Journaling
Step 1: Investigate and select your preferred journaling tools
Step 2: Create your preferred environment and mood
As you gather your preferred journaling tools, think about what kind of mood will support you in exploring your thoughts and feelings, and take a moment to create that mood in your environment.
HHHHmmm.. some interesting things to think about.
For those reading this: Do you prefer to write in silence or with music in the background? If the latter, what kind of music would you prefer to use for journaling? Do you have a favorite place in your home or neighborhood where you like to write? Is writing indoors or outdoors best for you? What kind of seating do you prefer for writing?

Step 3: Focus on your journaling goals
Write your goals down in the first page or two of your journal so they're always close at hand. Any time you want to move your journaling habit in a new direction, you'll find it helpful to focus your writing by first focusing on your journaling goals. Firmly reminded of what you want to create for yourself through journaling, it's time to decide what you want to write about.

Step 4: Select a journaling exercise to help you achieve your session goals
Some journalers keep either books or lists of prompts and exercises nearby to help jump-start their journaling. At other times, though, you may know what you want to write about and not feel a need for an external structure. In these cases, all you really need to do is pick a starting place and dive in. Have you had a tough day and need to write about it? Has something happened to you that you want to process in your journal? Did someone say something to you that you want to record?

Step 5: Write for a specific amount of time
Remember, there are no journaling police looking over your shoulder, judging every session! You are free to do—or not do—whatever works for you. For beginning journalers in particular, it can be extremely helpful to write for a limited length of time at the start. Do not expect to write for hours.
If at any point you stall in your writing and don't know what to write next, try one of these ideas:


Keep your writing instrument or hands moving on your keyboard. Doodle freely or type nonsense characters or a series of dots or dashes on your keyboard to help you work through the block. You'll be amazed at how often this simple trick will get you writing again.


Get up and move around, then sit down and try again. Or, take care of a small chore, then return to your writing. Sometimes just moving your body helps a new thought or insight to emerge.


If you're listening to music, try a different kind of music, or try silence. If you're writing in silence, try listening to music with words. Music is a powerful muse that you can use to your advantage, but not everyone will react to the same melodies in the same way. Study your reactions and note what impact they have on your ability to write what you want to write.


Try a different journaling technique. If you're currently freewriting, try a list or a timed writing. Try all the writing tools in your toolbox until you come to one that moves you past what is blocking you.


Go for a walk or complete some form of physical exercise or chore that lasts 20 minutes or more. Sometimes you need a complete change of scenery! If you've tried the other tips and you're still stuck, give this trick a try.

Step 6: Do not judge or edit your writing
To help you put your internal critic in its place, consider these ideas and suggestions:


Remember that your critic's opinions are not always the truth.


Julia Cameron suggests allowing your critic to rattle on while you keep your hand moving across the page. Write down the instructions your critic is shouting at you if that helps.


Cameron also suggests drawing a cartoon of your critic, putting an X through it, and posting it near your writing space or in your journal.


Kathleen Adams, author of Journal to the Self, encourages her readers to focus their attention on the tip of their pen. "Just watch the words flow out of your pen, notice how you intuitively know how to form the letters, how your hand returns automatically to the left side of the page when you reach the end of the line. This will help center you in the present moment, and nowness is one of the keys to satisfying journal writing."


Adams also urges journalers to keep writing when they make a mistake or feel tempted to correct what they have just written. From her perspective, each little mistake is, in many cases, a Freudian slip—a way for your subconscious mind to feed you valuable information.


Develop a list of affirmations that you can read when you find yourself possessed by the spirit of perfectionism.


Be faithful in continuing your journaling practice, and your critic will eventually quiet into silence.

Writing naturally means that you make it up as you go along.

Writing naturally means that you trust your inner wisdom to guide you to the places you need to go.

Writing naturally means that you freely create your diary world with confidence and ease.

Writing naturally means that you give yourself permission to play, and to cry, and to cuss, and to celebrate, and to be fully, vibrantly alive.

Writing naturally means that you allow yourself to use your journal as a blank canvas onto which the rich and intricate portrait of your life can be painted as it organically emerges.

There is only one person who can write the story of your life, with all its foibles, follies, treasures, and tears. That person is you.

Writing naturally means that you let yourself be you.


Journaling Techniques:

The most common journaling technique is called freewriting, also referred to as stream of consciousness writing. That's because freewriting is similar to what best-selling author Julia Cameron calls a mind dump.

freewriting is cathartic in that it purges you of tension.

I like this idea:
The most famous example of freewriting is the Morning Pages exercise created by Julia Cameron and described in The Artist's Way, a 12-week course in uncovering and rediscovering your creativity. Cameron recommends that you have two 8 ½-by—11 sheets of paper nearby when you first wake in the morning. She suggests journaling nonstop as soon as possible after rising (before breakfast, coffee, or brushing your teeth!) until you have filled both sides of the first page and one side of the second page. It takes most people 20-30 minutes to do this.

What does she suggest you write about? Absolutely anything and everything! It simply doesn't matter, because your sole purpose is to empty your mind and heart of whatever thoughts and feelings you woke up with. She urges you to write without concern for grammar, punctuation, spelling, and any social niceties. She urges you to be real with yourself and let it all hang out. Can I do that with a blog? HHHMMM...

Other technique: Timed Writing
Timed writing usually has a focus and always has a time limit. Instead of being unstructured, it is structured writing with a specific purpose and firm deadline.
The time limit and the focus of timed writing form its chief benefit: structure.


Some interesting finds from resources section:

20 Ways to Fill Page One

One might be the loneliest number, but it shouldn't be the loneliest page. Use these ideas to start your journal off right.

by Lori Ritchie



There is something daunting about the crisp, first page of a new journal.

I have been journaling for more than 15 years, but I still struggle with moving past that first page. There's a feeling of wanting it to be "just right." Well, relax—there is no right or wrong way to begin a journal, just as there is no right or wrong way to maintain one. Take a deep breath and begin writing. HERE ARE a few ideas to get your pen moving:

1. Blank Page

Skipping the first page may seem like an obvious choice, but I struggled with many journals before the idea occurred to me. No rule says you MUST start with the first page. Give yourself permission to begin randomly anywhere within the pages of your new journal.

2. Greeting

Write a greeting to your journal as a way to open communication and honor the intimate relationship you will be sharing. Welcome your journal into your life, reflect on the place where you are now, and look ahead at the places to which you hope to journey within the sanctuary of its pages.

3. Dedication

Many published books begin with a dedication page. Try this technique to honor someone who has been important in your life or who has brought you inspiration. Explore the ways this person has impacted your life.

4. Acquisition

Begin with the story of how you acquired your journal. Was it a gift? What prompted you to purchase your new journal or notebook? Has a significant event or transition in your life prompted you to begin a journal?

5. Goal Setting

"If you don't know where you are going, you might wind up someplace else," Yogi Berra wisely warned. Outline your short-term and long-term goals. Consider the areas of your life you want to nurture within six months, and those in which you hope to grow within five years. Reviewing your progress and accomplishments is a great way to keep on track. The first page of your journal is a great place to host these goals. Not only will they be easy to locate, but you will be reminded of them each time you open your journal.

6. Table of Contents

Leaving the first couple of pages blank will allow you to make a quick reference table of contents as you fill the pages with entries. Number the pages in your journal so you can more easily reference each topic and page number in your homemade index.

7. Collage

Add a third dimension to the first page of your journal by including some of your favorite items. Photographs, ticket stubs, dried flowers, drawings, comics, horoscope clippings. Add to the collage as you add to your journal.

8. Practical Matters

Record birthdays, anniversaries and other important dates for easy reference on page one. Or consider using this private place to list pin numbers and passwords for personal and computer accounts. Still another practical suggestion is to use these opening pages to create monthly calendars to keep your appointments and priorities organized.

9. Personal Mission

Take a cue from successful businesses, and craft a personal mission statement. This should be a focused statement of purpose in which you identify the most important roles, relationships and other priorities in your life. Who do you want to be? What do you want to do? To whom and to what do you want to give your life? What legacy do you hope to leave? What principles would make sound anchors for your existence?

10. Spirituality

Pen a prayer, verse, meditation, mantra or affirmation. Use this space to examine your progress thus far in your spiritual journey or to define your personal theology. Find a picture from a magazine or postcard that symbolizes your spirituality, and paste it onto the page next to your writing.

11. Lyrics

Write the lyrics to one of your favorite songs. Explore what makes the song so special to you. Try www.lyrics.com for a free directory of thousands of lyrics indexed alphabetically by artist.

12. Current Events

Take some time to capture the events that are shaping history. What is going on in your city, your country, the world? What are your thoughts and opinions about these events?

13. Genealogy

Draw a diagram of your family tree. Reminisce about your family's history, and recall your favorite childhood memories. What funny or sad stories can you remember or have you been told about your relatives?

14. Theme

Choose a theme for your journal, such as Nature, Dreams, Inspiration or Wisdom. Write the theme boldly upon the page and find quotations that relate to this word or phrase. Look up the definition of the word, or write your own. What does the word mean to you? How will it apply to your writing?

15. Letters

Compose a letter to a lost friend or loved one. Write a letter to someone who has inspired you or to someone with whom you have unresolved issues. This therapeutic exercise can often stir some heavy emotions.

16. About You

Paste some snapshots of yourself to the page, and write a synopsis of your vital statistics—height, weight, occupation and current circumstances. You may want to do this again on the last page of your journal to see what (if anything) has changed.

17. Poetry

Grace the first page of your journal with a special poem. I used Ralph Waldo Emerson's "Success" at the beginning of one of my journals to remind me that there are many different measures of being successful. Emerson's words were a comforting reminder when I found myself journaling some of life's disappointments. If you are a natural poet, this is a great place to showcase one of your own favorite poems.

18. Clustering

Draw a circle with the word "journal" in the middle. Write down all of the words that come to mind. Circle each word and draw a connecting line between each circle. Use free-association to build upon each word or short phrase. This exercise will probably generate ideas for writing past the first page of your new journal.

19. Refocusing

Instead of concentrating on the first page, try randomly writing quotations, prompts or drawings at the top of other pages. This technique will give you inspiration down your journaling road.

20. Gratitude

In the words of a French proverb, "Gratitude is the heart's memory." Use your heart's memory to list the people, places and experiences for which you are grateful.

Timed Writing Workshop -- Freeing Up the Subconscious in Writing

© by Holly Lisle
All Rights Reserved


The past

The future

Ghosts

Anger

Hope

Peace

Rage

Today

Yesterday

Tomorrow

Food

Fantasy

A color

A smell

Water

Weather

I fear ...

I love ...

I hate ...

I want ...

Wind

Walking

I Remember

Places
Hurt

Dreams

Reality

What feels good

What feels bad

Family

Who I am

Who I wish I were

What I am

What I wish I were

Who I was

What I was


Daily Writing Prompts from Writer's Digest

One thing that I have really wanted to start is working on ready made albums to sell. I think I need to carve out some time each day or a few days a week while the kids are occupied to get started. I just keep thinking about it but haven't really started. I'd like to approach the owners of the store I work at about selling them there but I'm not really sure how to do that and how payment would work. Some of the girls make stuff while they are working with the store supplies so they are doing it on company time. I don't work enough to do that and the 3 times a month I do work it is pretty busy since two of the dates are crop nights. I'll have to do some research and think about that a bit.

I got on the scale this morning and weighed in 3.5 lbs more than 2 days ago. ??? How is that possible? I don't know what is with me. I look at food and gain weight. Hopefully I'm just retaining some water and will be down again. I'm going to drink lots of water today. I don't think I've been drinking enough. I don't know.

This morning after PT I came home, swept, started the dishwasher, wiped down the counters, folded 2 loads of laundry, and vacuumed the lower level. Feeling pretty accomplished today. Not sure what we'll do today. I really need to clean the carpet but I think I'll do that another day. The kids want to go to the movies but there isn't a whole lot to see - just that Shark/Lava movie and Madagascar. I haven't heard great things about either one. We'll see. Maybe I'll just let them invite a friend over. Off to check out my new lessons for my Journaling and Digital Photography class.
More later...

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

I ended up walking about an hour this morning with my IPod in hand cranking out the tunes. Have I mentioned how much I love my IPod? I really do. I need to use it more. I bought a car adapter thingy but I don't really like it. So back to my walk...I loved it and so did Maxx. Our neighborhood is perfect for walking. Tomorrow morning I have physical therapy so I'll have to walk again on Thursday.

I took the kids to the water park today. It started out as a nightmare because it was packed with kids from area day cares. We couldn't even move and I was terrified if Ally or Vin went under water that someone would land on top of them. It was just too much - too many kids and not nearly enough adults. It seemed to thin out quite a bit around 230 or so so we will plan on going later on Tuesdays or find out when there aren't day care centers there.

i need to head over to itunes to check out some new music.

more later...

Me: Up and ready to go

I'm dressed in track pants and a t-shirt. I'm ready to go for my morning walk. I walked last night for 30 minutes. I'm going to shoot for another 45 minutes today. I'll post more later.

Sunday, June 19, 2005

journaling class

Lesson 2

Some parts of lesson 2 that I found interesting:

Different types of journals:

Thought journals help you explore your own thoughts, ideas, opinions, beliefs, and attitudes. They're often used for stress management, as people often find it helpful to name and analyze what is causing the stress in their lives. The key word in that last sentence is analyze because it reveals the true purpose of a thought journal: To analyze your intellect and its myriad components. Thought journals reveal your intellectual self and support your ability to make rational decisions.

Feeling journals create space for you to name, explore, vent, and feel your emotions and feelings.

An emotion is your physiological and biochemical reaction to perceived outer events in your life. A feeling, on the other hand, is your internal response to your physiological and biochemical reaction. It's your internal reaction to your emotions.

Gratitude journals give you space where you can record those things in your inner or outer life that have generated in you a feeling of gratitude or thankfulness. The purpose of a gratitude journal is to see, accept, and be thankful for what is.

Dream journals help you to understand your sleeping dreams.
The purpose of a dream journal is to learn how to communicate with your unconscious self.

Goal journals challenge you to set and document your achievements. The purpose of a goal journal is to reveal your internal and external assets and liabilities to attain your desired goals.

Historical journals chronicle the special times and history of your life and that of your family. The purpose of a historical journal is to preserve history and capture wisdom.

Travel journals describe your explorations of places and cultures new to you. The purpose of a travel journal is to document your subjective experience of those people, places, and activities.

Writing journals grant you space to record and explore your writing, plot, and character ideas, and try out exercises that build or expand your writing skills. The purpose of a writing journal is to expand your creativity and your awareness of the writer within.

Art journals, like writing journals, grant you artistic space in your life. The purpose of an art journal is to expand your creativity and your awareness of the artist within.

Health and healing journals help you chronicle your healing from, or experience of, injury or disease. The purpose of a health and healing journal is to deepen your awareness of and relationship with your physical self.

Career journals aid you in exploring your career options and professional identity. The purpose of a career journal is to deepen your awareness of your values, passions, life dreams, and purpose.

Spiritual journals support you in developing a more active faith life using the spiritual practices of your preferred faith tradition. The purpose of a spiritual journal is to deepen your awareness of your spiritual self.


The Assignment:
Review Chapter 2, paying particular attention to the list of the different types of journals.

Now review your journaling goals from your Lesson 1 Assignment. Which one or more types of journals will help you to achieve the journaling goals you have set for yourself? Select at least one type of journal and make a note of your selection.


I will be writing a Thought/Feeling Journal.

Next, visit one or more department, book, or specialty stores in person or online to explore some of the journaling tools, aids, and resources you learned about in Lesson 2. Make sure you investigate both blank books and writing utensils if you prefer to journal by hand. If you prefer to journal on your personal computer, you might want to compare and contrast several different word processing, desktop publishing, or journaling software programs. Choose a blank book or software program that will enable you to begin the type of journal you selected in Step 2. If you chose a new software program for your journaling, begin exploring the program now in preparation for the journaling you will do in Lesson 3.

I will be using blogger to document my journaling sessions.

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Me: Therapy, Workouts (really lack of), and other misc

I started physical therapy this week for carpal tunnel. It was okay, not noticing much difference after just 2 sessions. Hopefully next week I will start getting some relief. I hate having to wear the hand braces to bed and I hate waking up to the numbing and tingling in the middle of the night.

I had said I was going to start exercising this week...let's see out of 6 days I worked out: 0. I don't understand how I can be so awesome at some things but others I just can't get a grip on. There are so many things that I enbrace and dilegently work to get done but something as simple as working out a few times a week, not so much. I have to make a plan and stick to it. I have to do this. I hate how I look, I hate how I feel, I have a closet full of smaller size clothes that I'd love to wear again.

My stamping techniques class got cancelled at the store this week. I wasn't ready at all so it wasn't a big problem but I have been looking forward to starting my classes there. We didn't have anyone sign up. I'm still convinced there is more we can do to gain awareness and interest in our classes. I have another one scheduled for Tuesday doing 3 layouts using Wild Asparagus papers. I have to get going on that one. I have some ideas but I need to get my samples done.

More later...

The kids: 1 week down, 9 more to go...

Our first week of Summer Break went pretty well. On Monday in the late afternoon, we signed up for our pool pass - it was 90 degrees that day. We picked them up on Tuesday morning before heading to the pool - it was 75 degrees that day. When the sun went away and the wind was blowing, we stayed under water up to our chins! It was so cold. The kids had a good time though. The rest of this week has been in the low 70's so we haven't been back. On Tuesday Ally and Vin signed up for the library book club. They are moving along on those. They both have had a couple of playdates at friends houses as well which was a welcome break. Michael hasn't had much to do this week besides hang with his bro and sis, play video games and read his new star wars books. I'll have to work on that next week.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

journaling class: lesson 1

My assignment:
Identify three people you know who journal now or who used to journal in the past. Ask each journaler these questions:


What led you to begin journaling?


How often did you journal?


What tools or techniques helped you to journal?


What benefits did you receive from journaling?
Take notes on their responses.

Based on your interviews and the list of journaling benefits cited in Lesson 1, select the three benefits that most resonate with your current needs and life circumstances. Then, for each benefit you select, set a goal that you would like journaling to help you achieve. Create goals that are S.M.A.R.T. by making them Specific, Measurable, Achievable, Realistic, and Time-centered.


HHHMmm...need to find 3 people who journal.

IF you're reading this and you'd like to help, please post your response to these questions in the comments section.

Off to see who I can interview...

journaling class

some interesting things i read today:

a journal is a record of inward-focused reflections

Lois Guarino interprets the differences between diaries and journals to mean that the journal is a place where :"you can commune with rarely explored parts of yourself and where those parts can answer back. It is this dialogue, carried on over an extended period of time, that has the potential to bear surprising insights, support truth-telling, and foster courage." The insights Guarino refers to are among the most important fruits of reflection—the act of forming an idea, thought, or opinion as a result of rumination. When you ruminate, you turn something over and over in your mind, slowly and deliberately. If you do it consciously enough, ruminating will lead you into reflection—into forming an idea, thought, or opinion—about what you've been turning over and over in your mind.

What's so important about that? Well, it just so happens that reflection is one activity that can create awareness. And awareness leads directly to learning. So, by journaling instead of keeping a diary, you open the door to gaining awareness of yourself, and therefore to learning more about who you are and what you want for your life. By inviting you to reflect on yourself and your experiences on a regular basis, journaling also invites you to get to know yourself.

Journalers claim three often-cited benefits:


Self-discovery


Stress reduction


Easier decision making


Um...yep, need help on all three counts...keep reading!!!!

more scrappy "celebrity" blogs

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Donna Downey

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Lisa Brown

Angie Pedersen

Rhonna Farrer

Heidi Swapp

quote

I was browsing some blogs today and came across this quote in Ali Edwards' Blog :

"Above all else, it is about leaving a mark that I existed: I was here. I was hungry. I was defeated. I was happy. I was sad. I was in love. I was afraid. I was hopeful. I had an idea and I had a good purpose and that's why I made works of art." --Felix Gonzalez-Torres

I love it. I just love every word.

journaling class

So, I signed up for an online class called Introduction to Journaling. It is not a scrapbooking related class but rather a writing class. The description of the class and the lessons really intrigued me. Here it is:

This insightful course will help you discover an exciting new way to express yourself and enhance your creativity. You'll learn to use powerful journaling techniques to develop a deeper and more spiritual understanding of yourself and explore your thoughts, feelings, beliefs, and values. You'll also discover how to use journaling to ease the stress of unwanted change, improve your physical and emotional health, and achieve a greater level of professional success.

Week One
Wednesday - Lesson 01
Have you ever wondered how a journal differs from a diary? Are you curious about the benefits of journaling? Are you aware of the ways journaling can improve your physical health? In this lesson, I'll help you explore these important topics and share with you a selection from one of the most famous journals of all time.
Friday - Lesson 02
If you're like many journalers, you enjoy learning about different tools and resources you can use to strengthen your journaling practice. In this lesson, I'll guide you through taking a closer look at the different kinds of journaling, journals, writing utensils, paper, online journals, and software programs that can enrich your writing. By the time you're finished with this lesson, you'll know much more about journaling tools, aids, and resources than you ever thought possible!
Week Two
Wednesday - Lesson 03
Now that you've learned the basics, it's time to get started journaling! Today I'll share a seven-step journaling process with you to help ease you into writing, even if you've never journaled before. I'll also introduce you to two kinds of writing prompts to jumpstart your journaling. Then we'll talk about how you can protect your journal's safety and your confidentiality as you write.
Friday - Lesson 04
In the previous lesson, I introduced you to two fundamental types of journaling exercises. In this lesson, I'll teach you four more. By adding such tools as list making, writing prompts, dialogues, and unsent letters to your journaling toolbox, you'll not only enrich your journaling, but keep yourself motivated to write for years to come!
Week Three
Wednesday - Lesson 05
Have you ever wondered how to make a journal from scratch? If so, you're in luck because that's exactly what you'll learn in this lesson. And if that's not something that interests you, fear not because you'll also discover other playful ways to customize your journal, such as decorating your journal's cover and myriad ways to incorporate art and scrapbooking techniques into your journal's pages.
Friday - Lesson 06
One of the most important reasons most people journal is to discover themselves. Are you ready to discover who you are? Then join me in taking a closer look at the purpose of thoughts and feelings. In this lesson, I'll help you discover your thoughts, feelings, and values, and demonstrate how to explore all three in the safe space of your journal.
Week Four
Wednesday - Lesson 07
In our previous lesson, you learned about the difference between emotions and feelings and why both are so vital. Today, I'll build on that foundation by delving into emotional intelligence, which is your capacity to work effectively with your own emotions, as well as the emotions of others. I'll teach you how your journal can support you in learning the critical skills necessary for true emotional well-being.
Friday - Lesson 08
Are you a creative person? If you're breathing (and I presume you are!), then you most certainly are creative. Today, I'll share with you a liberating definition of creativity, and guide you on a tour of the three-step creative process—conception, incubation, and birth. You'll enjoy collecting new ways to express yourself and your creativity in the pages of your journal.
Week Five
Wednesday - Lesson 09
A lot of people begin journaling after some significant life change that upsets the applecart of their existence. Has that ever happened to you? In this lesson, I'll help you explore the Cycle of Change and rediscover your life's true story in the process. You'll also discover how your journal can aid you in weathering the chaotic and unexpected winds of change. Then we'll talk about how journaling can ease the stress of unwanted change throughout the course of your life.
Friday - Lesson 10
Are you as curious about and fascinated by dreams as I am? If so, you'll really enjoy this lesson. After teaching you the major types of dreams and dream themes, I'll delve into the power of symbols. Then I'll share a dream journaling process with you that you can implement as frequently as you like. And, if you have trouble remembering your dreams, I'll even show you how to turn that pattern around!
Week Six
Wednesday - Lesson 11
Of all the types of journaling I'll share with you in this course, this is the one you probably know the least about—and need the most! I'll begin this lesson by showing you the career-development process so you can see for yourself how journaling can help you do everything from choose a career or college major, write a resume, prepare for job interviews, or even advance your career to the next stage.
Friday - Lesson 12
So far in this course, you've gained a wealth of knowledge about journaling, discovered more journaling prompts than you can count, and begun to journal regularly. Now it's time to learn how to evaluate your journaling to see if it's helping you in the ways you hoped. I'll teach you how and when to examine your journaling habit and suggest ways you can keep your journaling habit fresh as the years go by.



I'm going to use my blog to write my assignments and thoughts on the class. I'm so excited to get started. Off to read lesson one...

Thursday, June 09, 2005

CKU

so i really want to do this. i want to go to cku. mike would probably be fine with it. he supports my hobby. i could probably save up the money with my lodge paychecks over the next few months. what's stopping me? i don't have a buddy to with. my friends who scrap are not into it as much as i am. the girls at the store don't seem very serious about it either. hhhmmmm... i have never been one to do things alone, especially something like this. but, really, i want to go. maybe i can get over it, maybe i can find someone who will want to spend $345++. hhhhmmm...

last day of school and other musings

it's the last day of school! michael is thrilled but vin, well, not so much. he is such a creature of habit. he is really sad that the year has ended. he says he is going to miss his teacher, his friends. i feel sad for him. it's so sweet that he feels that way. he really loves school.

i'm looking forward to summer break this year. last year i was really anxious about summer break - about all three kids being home all the time and keeping them occupied. it was my first summer as a SAHM. we are going to get a pool pass this year. i'm hoping that will keep us busy. also, ally will do gymnastics camp a couple times and the boys will have a couple baseball camps. oh, and the library has a reading club which i want to sign them up for. that and just some lazy days should fill up our summer days pretty well.

i guess i'm finally getting used to this SAHM thing. it's hard, and sometimes trying, but i wouldn't change it. i need to be home with the kids and they need me. it feels good and some days it just sucks but it is what it is and i really love it.

i'm doing much better with keeping the depression in check. i'm not doing better with the weight issues. i've gained another 6 pounds. that's 30 pounds in 2 years and i was already about 30 pounds overweight. i am going to start exercising in the mornings before the kids get up. they will be getting up later and won't need to get ready for school. it's the perfect time to start a routine. in september, ally will be in school 3 days a week so i can alter my schedule as needed. i just need to get started.

i have been trying to prep for this garage sale tomorrow. i'm close. i need some help so i'm going to do some more once michael gets home from school.

i'm getting ready for the classes i'm teaching at the lodge. i have a stamping techniques class next wednesday. i've been looking through magazines but i need to just get over there and work with some stuff to create what we'll be making.

that's it for now.

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Landscaping, Garage Sales, and Scrapping

I would really like to commit to blogging more often. I have so many ideas/thoughts (voices?) in my head. I need to get them out! Anyway, I'm so excited that we got the landscaping done around the patio. It looks really good. The mulch dresses it all up. I've spent the week getting ready for this damn garage sale that I told myself I should do. I really, really just want to shove everything back in the basement and pretend it's not there. HHHHMMMM... I know, I know, it won't go away. It really needs to be done. We moved here with way too much junk. It makes the most sense to do the sale when we have the village wide one but really I just don't wanna.

I've been scrapping quite a bit lately. Here are a few of my latest:









I sent the top 3 to my sister to look at from an artistic point of view. She said I do a great job with color. She also said I need to take lass traditional looking pictures and do something with some f function and to try shallow. ???? I have no idea what she is talking about. I know she wants me to experiment with my camera but put it on manual scares the crap out of me. I'm thinking a photo class is in order. We'll see what I can come up with.

Let's see...what else? I set up a new scrap area yesterday. I love it. I even have space for my laptop in case I need inspiration or a break. I've got to find something for storing my 12x12 paper. It's such a pain to organize. I think once I get some $$ I will just break down and buy the cropper hopper thingies that look like magazine holders.

The kids are almost done with school. Ally has her end of the year picnic today. She has been looking forward to it all week. I'm still not sure where the park is. HOpefully we find it okay. Vin and Mike's last day is June 9th. Vin said he was sad yesterday. He will miss Mrs. Bennett. He is such a sweet boy. Mike is looking forward to the end of the year.