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I've been meaning for the last few weeks to come back to my blog and write and somehow i just haven't. I can't say how many times i've thought oh, i should blog this. So I guess I have quite a bit of catching up to do.

Hhhhmmm...where to start? It's been a weird few weeks. since we got back from vacation, the boys have started baseball and mike has been working 6 days a week, often until 7 or later. what does that mean for me? i feel like i'm going to burst. i know it's hard on him and i know he is tired. really i do. and this sounds so selfish as i write what i'm thinking but it's been a long year and half since i quit so he could start this new career. and he's doing so well. i'm so proud of him. but i'm at home, everyday, all day except when i'm taking one of the kids to school, or practice or a game or where ever. i don't get a break from the kids, the house, the laudry, the errands, the bills,the calendar of events, the lonliness that i feel when he is away from home so much.

there's much more to catch up on. i have to come back later though.